as Rob put it I find my self in the tough days right now. I did send her a text that said my opinion does not matter, they are your feelings, and I have violated that trust, again.
I feel my response shows remorse, for doing it, and since I sent that she has not texted back. Either she is digesting it, or got busy at work. I feel on top of my game at night, then days I feel like a frickin worm.