The thing is she keep telling me she doenst want that. She wants to be with me. So, Im trying to do that. But doing it how we are doing it now. Is wrong. And i cant in good conscience sit here and play married.
Yeah and I understand how that can be massively confusing. Her saying one thing but doing another. Words vs. Actions. That's what it comes down to. You said yourself you can't play married.
Let her know that.
I have. This is where her intellect buries me :-). She says, and she is right, even in the last month of her mourning period, we have done things together, had alot of fun, etc.
The fact is, she doesnt want to have sex with me. That is the only thing that keeps me questioning all of this right now.
And she is right, it is what is really messing with me.
