Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

Am curious... do a lot of men contemplate escort services in these circumstances?

I'll put it this way. In my entire M I've never even looked at another. Never really thought about being with someone else or picking them up, or whatever. But, when you feel alone, and you know it's available to you and it is discreet it is very appealing.

I want to be clear - it's not a sex thing. It's a "I want someone to touch me and make me feel alive again, even if it is fake" thing. And you know you won't be rejected at all, because that's probably what your W has been doing to you. You want to feel accepted.

But, it is still wrong.