I know you want her back. She's not attracted to you. She's using you. She doesn't respect you.
To get that back, you have to earn her respect; you need to make yourself physically attractive; you need to set clear boundaries that there will be no OM in her life.
You have "Doormat" tattooed by her on your ass, and until that's gone, she'll never love and respect you. Women want strong, assertive, confident men. Looking good is also important.
Ah hell, Im physically attractive. She tells me that now. I work out six days a week, IM in the best shape of my life. Its not about that at all. She says she simply doesnt desire to be intimate with me right now. Due to the break up with her lover. She says it will probably come back if I give it time. The problem here is, after the years of being pushed to the side. I lack the patience to give it time and cant shut up.
Im desperate to just let time pass and see, but Im hurting pretty badly about all of this.
