Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

If you want a real laugh, in my dark spot last night, I was seriously contemplating calling an escort service. Yep, imagine that. I had the Yellow Pages open, and was so lonely for some company, some validation, some affection that I was about to PAY FOR IT.

I didn't. It would have made my self-esteem and loneliness 1000x worse.

But just the idea, the thought of it makes me realize how hard this will be for me.

You and I have the same Bomb Day. And this is the first time we've been totally alone. So I feel for you.

I'm not going to lie, and this is weird. I was contemplating the EXACT same thing. But like you, I knew it would not help. This is weird.