Her journal is all over the place, talks about that our M is over, that maybe her next "love" will not have issues. talks about lying, teaching the kids respect. She touches on how I wasnt there in the past to help with the kids. She writes about after our 2nd child she was being told she had post partum, but then writes about how she was fine after our 1st child.
I really just want to write her back and say they are your feelings, I should not have read them and I dont feel the need for me to interpret those feelings.