To your first question...are you still wanting to make a go of things? If so, then yes this is where you belong. If not then head over to Surviving.
I am a spiritual person not belonging to any particular faith. I think I always have been. I wasn't babtized until I was 17. The thing about religion, everyone thinks theirs is right and anyone beliving a different one is lost. So are you just asking him to believe in God, something greater than ourselves or in your particular religion?
I think that is something to think about. Hope you are feeling better!
hugs, kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory