Hope this clarifies where I am at right now. And again, you guys have been lifesavers for me. I just have to figure out a way to hide my tears. I don't think my alergy excuse is going to last that much longer! (and to think I was in the Marine Corps, they would revoke my membership if they saw me right now.)
See a doc about getting you on long-term antidepressant/anti-anxiety meds ASAP. Most take 2-3 weeks to kick in, so the sooner, the better.