Aah, BA, in some ways I wish it was closure, but I don't think we're there quite yet. It's just a new chapter in the ongoing saga. Lake Michigan was beyond gorgeous and just what I needed for perspective, but the ride home was a beast.
I'll say just a bit about yesterday.
Mr. A looked amazing. And he talked amazing too. Not about how much he loves me (none of that), but just his normal chit-chatting. I could listen to him all day.. I still totally love him so much.
But I can sum the actual divorce up in one word: procedural.
These people have it down to a science. They've dedicated their lives to not getting involved in YOUR divorce. The whole process was so ????????? that it was nearly impossible to bring in any emotion!
Not disappointed though - actually kind of grateful that "they" made it seem so removed from anything real between Josh and me that it seemed like a movie...
Now I can hit on the real stuff myself. Trying to channel New Mama's awesome attitude!!!!
