Hey guys, The past few days have been rougher than usual with school, work, S being gone, and the fact thinking of our anniversary coming up in a month(I know shouldn’t and stupid).
As it’s hard I had great plans as we were both working on our M last year & were in a much happier spot. I was going to do something great for this year!! (How quickly things change).
I’m just tired of coming home to an empty place all the time. Yes going out with the guys, going to the gym, & doing things to keep busy has been good for me. However I just feel so lost right now and I don’t know if any of my efforts are working. We have almost no contact unless it’s about S.
Well I’m doing my best and someday I think my W will see that. I just hope it won’t be too late, but it aint over till it’s over.
The only thing that seems to help is Hope; with Hope it gets me thru the day, and gets me through the tough nights as well. I guess it’s like the Hope I had when my mom told me she had stage 3 colon cancer when I was younger and she said she would be fine. Well it’s been over 15 yrs. later and she is fine.
Well off to the Gym and then trying to finish up my midterm as its due Sat. Talk later Hope
