Not sure where to start, or end. WAW?

[john28]

Forgot to add that she called me back around 3:00 today after she woke up - we chatted for about 10 minutes about her plans to go do some things with MIL and S4... told her I had a teleconference I needed to jump on and let her go. I made a boneheaded move and told her that I missed her then she has a little "Awwwwww!" sound, and then asked if she missed me... her response "not yet". UGH IDIOT.

Well, just got back from golf. I haven't played in 6 weeks and I shot in the 70's. God is a pretty funny person.

She called me again on my way home and had my S4 on the phone, talked to him for a little bit - stayed upbeat and positive. She then talked about her day with me for about 5 minutes or so, I asked questions about it, was a good conversation. She said that she needed to make a plate of dinner for S4, but then got distracted and kept talking to me. I told her that I was letting her go, so she could make dinner.

She ended it with an "ILY, Bye!" but I'll be honest, I didn't feel like saying it back. Matter of fact, in both the phone conversations today I haven't said it. I don't know what's going on - but something is inside my head...