However you do need to realize that you deserve better than you are getting...
I agree with what Puppy and Coach and the rest have been telling you...
Take a walk, clear your head and set some boundaries...
Go back a couple of pages and see what Puppy told you about accepting that, yes you did at one point agree to this, however now you have changed your mind and don't want to share her with anyone.
(((Hugs)))
Im trying to get to better I guess. I set boundaries with her, told her no contact with this guy. But I cant force that, she could be talking to him as I type for all I know. She isnt a dishonest person, infact sometimes I wish she could be more dishonest. Some of the thigns she has told me int he past I wouldnt say to enemies never mind someone I purport to love. I simply dont get where all this is coming from.
I agreed to it. Completely guilty of that. Changed my mind when I felt pushed out of my marriage. She claims she wasnt doing that, butit was my jealousy that made me unattractive to her. So here we are...me no longer wanting to share her and her wanting me to give her freedom to choose who and what she does. Its a really dark dark place for me to be sitting. Half of me wants to give up and just let her go be free, the other half wants to stay and fight for what I deserve. She isnt my property though, so do I really deserve her?
