A new beginning to an end

[brenalim]

I feel for you Soleil... You've got to be careful though. I want more than anything else to fall asleep in my H arms again, to be held by him, to be kissed by him, and yes, sex too, but I also know that all of that won't change anything between us. Holding me won't stop his A and yes, while it feels good at the time, I'm simply torturing myself in the long run by letting it drag on. You have to take care of your heart in the long run, not the short term. Don't let him have his cake and eat it too or nothing will ever change. Change is scary, but it's necessary for you to move forward with your life.
I want to get married again. Thats my vote. Be good to yourself.