I was just talking to my Mom, and I started crying. I am trying to be strong, but I worry about losing my kids. That is all I am thinking about. The sinerios that one attorney told me do not sound very good to me. Even if I would to get joint custody of the kids, I will not have enough money to live anywhere with spousal and child support. I will still lose the kids because I will not a place for them or me.
I try to be a good person and do the right things, but I keep getting shot down. I just am venting now. I
I guess I will accept what will happen in my sitch.
I tried not to let the kids see me cry, but I could not hold the tears back enough to make it to the bathroom.
I love them so much.
I have to be strong for them. They need a father in their life, and I have to find a way to make sure they always do.
Thank you so much everyone for being here for me!!! Without all of you, I don't how I would be able to deal with everything.
ME-41 W-33 M-8 D-8 S-4 D 5/17/2010 www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1961097#Post1961097