now to let youknow why i'm court shy is due to prior marriage, had custody trial i was not represented with an attorney
Find yourself the best attorney for yourself. You need to hire a L nobody here can tell you if your draft is binding or enforcable. The legal system is in place for a reason use it to your advantage.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.