I think it's OK to let go

[Dazed&Confused]

Hang in there and know that we are thinking about you and saying some prayers for a happy ending for you.

I appreciate the prayers, and my prayer list has grown fairly long too. I spend a lot of time praying for a lot of folks on this board who I have never even met


I can honestly say, having gone through this ordeal, that I don't ever want to be in a M again with somebody who doesn't have it in them to fight for the M at least as much as I was willing to fight for my M. I will never second guess myself on this because I don't think ANYBODY deserves less.

I am at the point where I KNOW that I am better off alone than chasing somebody who won't fight for me, our M, and our families.

Hi Time, I think you have been on my thread, but I was reading thru yours and this statement sums up my feelings exactly. I have been having a hard time trying to figure out why I have been so angry, and this is why. Thank you for giving me this statement!

[TimeHeals]

Journaling: Day 63 of walking the dogs 2 miles. Hot and humid. Need a shower. Started working light weigh circuits and floor excercises into routine 3 days ago, and I am in PAIN. Very sore.

[TimeHeals]

On another note: I say, "The glass is half-full, Doggonit!".

[LSG]

GoG8trz,

I agree with you. I feel the same way that you and TH do.

It is to bad the WAS gives up on the marriage. I have fought so hard for mine. I have never given up, but I still I to face reality. It does make me angry.

[LRT Land]

Well anger is the flip side of love so it makes sense you would be angry. I am trying to hold onto the fact that even if we end up divorced, I will be able to look at my DD and look in the mirror and know I did everything I could to save my M.

[TimeHeals]

It is to bad the WAS gives up on the marriage.

Look at it this way: if you are happy, their loss

[TimeHeals]

Journaling: You ever wake up in a very good mood for no particular reason (OK, well... there are lots of reasons, but... no one thing you can put a finger on)?

Divorce Schmivorce. Full speed ahead!

[TimeHeals]

Journaling:

Still feeling super. Dogs interupted floor excercises while I was doing crunches this morning. I feel like a wet book of over-licked postage stamps.

Mental note to self: wait until dogs are either outside or close door to keep them out while lying on the floor unless I want a "bath".

[TimeHeals]

Journaling: I finally listened to the Mel Gibson tapes, and I feel much, much better about how I have handled everything... even on my worst, darkest day.

[soleil]

LOL. Good one, Time!

Mel really is certifiable by the sounds of it!