So little girl has been putting herself to sleep! all day yesterday.
speaking of yesterday, it was wh and my 9 year anniversary. i didn't realize the date 'til about 11 pm so i basically forgot about it. and he doesn't have cell coverage in colorado. so it worked out!
this is the latest thing about wh: people from work really don't seem to be in support of me counseling with him. i know it doesn't matter what they think, but it sucks that they were my biggest supporters through this whole thing and helped me so much and now i think they feel... confused/disappointed that i'd 'take him back' so easily. and it's not so easily, but it's just really hard to explain that to everyone. the initial story was easy-- "he left!" but this story is a lot more complicated.