So, so, so much happening-my head is spinning and I have a cold, have lost my voice, and I have pink-eye!

Went to class Tues and while driving my sis calls--she has had a myriad of health problems for the last 3-4 years--chronically tired, joint pain, a wacky thyroid and she has ballooned in weight and she is a petsitter and walks all the time, and is a very, very good eater.

She has a rare, genetic blood disorder. She's always had it apparently, and this is around the age it starts to manifest. She has to go in for testing--it affects all the organs and hopefully she doesn't have damage. There is a treatment for it that isn't TOO bad, so that is a relief. Because of it being a genetic disorder, I am going in for testing even though I have no symptoms--because it is rarely tested for.

So I find this out on the way to class, and I am very much trying to focus, but of course it is hard (but I got a really good score on my last test! yea!)

Then we get out and I go to start the truck--it starts but won't accelorate! I am an hour from home, it is getting dark, and I have to call AAA and be towed somewhere.

So I call triple A, then call H and prepare myself for the barage of "I don't care about yous" like the time I broke my mirror several weeks ago on the way to class.

But, there was an alien that answered the phone! All, "do you want me to come down and wait for the tow truck with you" and "I don't care what it costs, bring it up to our mechanic".

???huh???

I'm like, no, thanks all the same, I'm fine. So he tells me to call him when I'm 10 or so minutes out and he'll meet me at the mechanic's. And he does. So in the car on the way home I start crying and he's like, it's going to be OK, and I say "my sister has a rare blood disorder" and start really bawling. He's like, don't worry, we'll look it up online, etc.

Then he says "I will always care about you and be concerned about you."

So, anyway, it was very pleasant on the ride home, and then when we get home we look up the disorder and he tells me what test I need to have done and he'll get me in for testing, etc. And I'm getting sick and don't feel too hot, and go to bed.

So next day (wednesday?) I speak to mechanic and something is wrong with wiring and something is wrong with tire--$1000 worth of "something wrong". I had no idea if H would pay for this, but he just took the news and said "get it done". My H was going to go to his friend's house today but instead he has to pay for my truck to get fixed and tell his friend? I don't know what.lol.

So we talk a LOT--so many things my head is spinning. He wants to know the number of the counselor. I get very, very suspicious--I'm like, do you plan on using him against me in court somehow?? Are you planning on telling him what I told you about how I started to have feelings for him???!

He's like no no no--nothing like that! I need to talk to someone. I said, well, if you want to talk to someone to complain about them why don't you speak to your parents or your friends? This guy is expensive! So he says he needs to talk to someone about himself--he's so miserable and can't sleep and he won't even bring me up.

Now, I don't know if talking to that C will be a good idea--this is the one that pretty much dropped us. He's a Christian pastor, but he was so weird at the end there that I had to ask if he was pro marriage!!

So I said, listen, there is something you need to know about him--and told him about how I went to him and he told me to do the fireplace and the car thing with his friend. And I told him if that info made him angry or upset in any way, well, he just needed to know.

So we started talking about the friend (who told my H I have mental issues and stay away from his family). I said, I had Marina with me when I went there, and it's not my personality to be ugly and you know that--sorry that your friend thought I was. Maybe you should take a look at that friendship (the guy is an absolute jerk).

He said something like --do you think we are in this because of that?! Well, H, among a million other reasons, I guess YES, that idiot friend of yours and your friendship is part of the problem. I didn't say that--can't remember what I said now.

We had a very, very pleasant day. He made dinner while I had a nap, and did his own laundry for the first time in 15 years.lol. THAT was FUNNY!! I went into the laundry room and it WREAKED of bleach!! I'm like, WTH!! He added a TON of bleach to his socks/tidy whiteys.lol!!