It's kind of another 'countdown', but am going to resist feeling the clock tick... Good luck to me! Trying to live the 'life is good, I've got a beautiful baby, roof over my head, a good family' routine.
That aside, I continue to be interested in putting together the pieces of my marriage breakdown; as in, how it happened and why etc.
My IC told me today she thinks WH is narcassistic. That's why he could tell me "I am so disappointed in you", and "You're so stuck". She thinks my WH thinks life is an "idea", when it fact it is a "reality", where baby's bottoms need to be wiped and there needs to be bread in the house so that you can have toast in the morning.
I would love to have had the chance to have joint therapy with WH. It would have been fascinating (to me). IC is a bit one-sided, isn't it? I am torn tonight about respecting WH's feelings (about wanting another life with another person in another country) and what I see as his responsibilties (putting his 'feelings" aside and being a responsible adult). Maybe sending money for his child and seeing her once a year is 'responsible' enough? Maybe that is his version of doing the Right thing?
