Exposed finally,,limbo land

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I feel I’m just sitting on death row waiting for the 90 day state waiting period to expire. W went to required childcare during a D class yesterday, and I will need to go also, I was supposed to go with her, but apparently she chose to go alone.

She invited her dad and his W over for dinner for tonight at her place, but then cancelled on them last minute, and has left to spend the night at OM’s. If she is trying to get back in their good graces, I think stuff like that will backfire on her. Her dad and step-mom do not want anything to do with OM at this point, and continue to disagree strongly with the decisions she is making.

We go to see a bankruptcy L tomorrow to see what options are there for us. I’m concerned we make to much for a chapter 7, and I don’t want to go 13. We also need to set an appointment with the foreclosure L too, to see if maybe just the house goes back. I’m hearing that if we stop making payments on the house that we will most likely be able to go 6-12 months in the house without payments, hopefully if that’s the case, I can save some up for a down payment for something else someday.

I continue to GAL with the gym and church being the main distractions, they are both becoming things I look forward to. I have friends wanting to take me out and do things, but I don’t drink, so that kinda cuts into a lot of that stuff. I need to start golfing again, I was in a tournament yesterday and had a good time. I miss it a lot. Normally 1-2 times a week, but since this mess started, Iv’e only gone three times in three months.

Oh ya, she did not go to church Sunday either.

AND, I’m awfully lonely these days.