I being the LBS am a little more concerned about the kids and how they react than she has. Of course she thinks "no big deal" I know our S is a little confused as far as us sleeping in separate rooms, and her calling the guest room Mommy's and our room Daddy's.
I am firm on the fact that I will fight for custody, told her that after our 3 am talk when i got home the other night. She knows I mean no BS on that subject. Our first sep, I spent 30k and won custody, she had to pay child support tee hee. She had the A then, and the way she handled the whole sitch, the judge was overly pissed at her and her attorney, didnt hurt that it was a district judge who has signed many Warrants for me for busts I have worked.
Our S was 2 and our D was 4 months old during the first sep, I stepped up and was super Dad during that time, I will do it again and she knows it.
We just put the kids to bed, and if S is awake and hears a door open he calls for me, so I dont know if she planted in his head I was moving out 2 weeks ago, but he is freaked out about me leaving.
BTW Rob, any thoughts on why she was so nosy about my Dr. appt and my counseling? I have been pretty dark, so I dont know if its a conversation breaker or what for her, but she was wearing me out, maybe she gets bored at work, or texting her family and friends as to what a terrible H I am, and needs to reach out/ Now I am fishing, and I dont like to fish. I hate to fish. I do like Sushi though, yum....
t was funny my Dr. wants me to try something for anxiety, told me a side effect was low sex drive, told him I am not worried about that right now, no need for it in the near future. He also thinks I increased drinking due to stress and the fact I took myself off my lexapro 4 months ago, which is about when I started to drink a little more.
I guess I am not overly "gay" because I dont want to look like I am acting, she would pick up on it, its not me. I am pretty lax anyway, I guess I am being the way I was when she first met me. She did mention that she felt I got involved with her to early in reference to the fact I was going through a D then. She pursued me like crazy back then, I was very evasive. I was not ready for an R, felt forced in a bit, but caved.
like many other WA'S she brings up every negative nook and cranny in our R and M, and nothing she remembers as ever being good. So I did ask why the F%ck did you come back to me after the first Sep. She didnt answer. I keep going back to our conversation from the other night, this has not been recently. I am all over the place now. Will check back in a bit.
