Originally Posted By: Lola
Grit- do you ever get that nagging feeling anyway?


F@ck yes! Just about every day.

But the time between is getting longer and longer.

I catch myself quicker...

Journaling helps.

Writing here helps.

You know I have stuff I wrote down years ago ...

Good stuff. The stuff I am learning and experiencing now.

And when I read it over and over each time I knew it

But

It is hard to live unless you are concious of it.

Until you let it settle into your life and

That comes with patience.

And perserverence.

You have to experience all this. You have to live it.

You have to feel it.

You have to know what love IS NOT before you can understand what it IS.

That is what I learned.

So when you see that. When you understand that.

It is a gift really what has happened to you.

You would not have found it otherwise...

Right?

A quote I wrote down from Christopher Reeves (Superman)

"to be truly free in life takes either tragedy or courage. To my children I will certainly recommend the latter."

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am