Don't be so hard on yourself. You are not f'ing up. I have used the "alien" term myself. I do appreciate you supporting me. You are not doing anything wrong. I just think Steve does not want you to let the terms and some of the things here stop you from doing what you think is right.
IDU - Everyone here has seen the progress you have made and how hard you are trying. Keep trying and do not take anything personal. Steve just has his own approach and style to helping us.
ME-41 W-33 M-8 D-8 S-4 D 5/17/2010 www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1961097#Post1961097