Originally Posted By: Lola
...I think I am looking for him to want me back more than I want to be back with him. I know this is wrong..but I am just being honest.


That's how we start.

I wrote about this on my thread probably about p. 20 or so I don't know.

We want to know what is wrong with us we want our spouse back so we are validated ...

Not left behind.

Then.

We find ourselves.

Then...

It doesn't matter any more.

We want our M because it is part of who we are and

Part of our understanding of love.

That is just what happened for me.

That is when you become free from this thing that has happened...

Oh yeah and I forgot Grace.

Love Grace. <<<<<that's for you PEI.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am