"seemed like h was flirting with therapist. He is on such and ego trip. He thinks he is Gods gift now, no humility."
See this is what I'm talking about. You are coming up with your own fantasies of what your H is or isn't doing. This has to stop especially in front of your son. If you are saying this type of thing here, it makes me wonder what you actually say in front of your son.
Like it or not your H is your son's father. If you start talking bad about him to your son, you will alienate your son. Don't be surprised if he starts to stick up for his dad because it will happen.
Besides, if your ultimate goal is to R with your H, why would you even want to if you think so badly of him? If you hate him so much, then get a D. Simple as that.
Are you still seeing your C and taking your medication?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
