i feel like this is a power struggle and i do not want to conceit when i m riding the bust with 2 kids to work and do not have anyone to watch kids.

i can not pay my mortgage and daycare. what choices do i have?

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline