I did what I know I'm not suppose to do. YEP. I called my H and told him I had a question. He said "OK." I asked him if he had talked to the OW. He said "No." I asked him if he didn't think it strange that she never called him after all these yrs of being friends and having the A. He said "I don't know." Then he started being sarcastic,and I told him that reminded me of how he used to be when he was in the A before I knew, but I suspected and asked him questions. He would get very defensive. He said,"It's almost 11, and I was almost asleep." AHHHH!
I told him that if he wanted me to trust him he had to help me and sarcasm was not helping. Then he started being nicer,and we said goodbye. I might be pushing him awawy by doing this, or I may be testing him. Seeing if he can take it after what he's done. He can at least reassure me when I need it. Iwish I really had a way to know if he was talking to her. If he was, it would be over. It would tell me that she will never be out of our lives and I'm not willing to live that way. If he cares about his M at all, he better be telling the truth. I'm going to bed so I don't haev to think abou thtis anymore! Rachael He's not very convincing is he?? Rachael
