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what do i do?


what's your goal? work backwards from there, what are the steps, contingencies

what prep work on yourself needs to be accomplished so you can work the plan effectively?

check your expectations at the door, have your boundaries, know the ROE, and "lovingly detach."

you can handle it.

ps. stop thinking like this, it gives you an excuse

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i just know that i'll dig away, mind read, and every rule will be broken


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.