It sure has been a long time since I posted anything about my life.
I heard this song on the radio and it reminded me of the MLC days and this special place (DB) that got me through the crisis.
This is the song that I think really seared into my Husband's heart whenever it played on the radio.
We moved finally, which I am thrilled about so we really do get to have the fresh start we wanted.
It is strange sometimes to be around family again. None of them had anything to do with me or the children the whole time H was gone.
They act totally normal as though nothing ever happened, there has been no mention of the past.
The kids are all doing well and are looking forward to starting new schools.
D10 still have some health issues but we are taking care of that with the help of some specialists.


Besos and Hugs
BND


I'm staring out into the night, trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

Well, I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home, well I'm going home

The miles are getting longer, it seems, the closer I get to you
I've not always been the best man or friend for you
But your love it makes true and I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try

So I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old

Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all and then some you don't want
Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all, yeah

Oh, well I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
I said these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home, I'm going home

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.