It is easy when things are calm. I know Im not out of the "woods". I will not get lazy and keep on the path. As I said I am walking the path, which gives me leverage to be prepared for the obstacles in my path. If I were driving the porsche I would run them over or never see the warning signs before the crash.
W was nice to me this AM and asked me to help her with a few things. I was in the kitchen and I got a feeling she was looking at me, I tunred around looked at her and gave her a little smile, she then looked away with a shy look like we first met.
Cant try to read her mind it will drive me nutz.
I did not mention the other night when we had our talk, after I told her she was free to "go", I did say I am conducting myself as if you are leaving, letting go in a sense. So I basically let her know what I was doing, not really the basics of the techniques but that I was not going to try and talk her out of it. Dont know if that had the effect or not, but I think she got the hint.
