Aw kat, so sorry. I'm sure part of it was just feeling how things are a bit different now and the whole steak/cost thing was just the last straw?
However, the rest of the stuff sounds nice and thoughtful so try to focus on that. A do over sounds great!
((hugs))
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again