so I could keep my mouth shut no longer...I mean really...you take 3 hours to drive to foxboro 5 hours to watch a football game a couple of hours for cooking your damn steak tips in between a few more hours to drive back to brothers then sleep for another 6 and think that has nothing to do with why you ended up lying to your son when you told him you'd be home before he woke up?????
you call me to piss and moan about shovels missing and the like..as if I'm supposed to care about that stuff when you've lied to your son? I mean really h...you told him you'd be home before he woke up...now you wont even be home til a few hours after he gets out of school..and what am I supposed to do to comfort him when I'm damn rightly pissed at you too? you want to sit and tell me there was a 50% chance that you would have made it home...well then I tell you buddy there's a 50% chance that you would end up lying to your son like you did!
you tell me not to throw the kids at you??? well you have kids...sure I've learned to not expect anything from you..learned to have little faith in your word..but you are teaching your kids that daddy talks out his a-hole...and that work and football are more important to you than they are...how do you think your kids are going to see you as they grow??? you think son is going to want to work with you? na, I think he's going to resent your work just like I did...don't you wonder why when you are here working he no longer wants to stay with you and often prefers to go work with the neighbor???? even if the neighbors kids aren't out with him???
hey h....guess what....I think I love you....or would you prefer I say...I love you, I'm not in love with you? your just lucky that I don't travel in a circle to meet someone to open my mind to the true possibilities of life.
h your a selfish passive aggressive a-hole and to be perfectly honest with you...I'm not afraid of you leaving anymore...infact I think I might let out a great sigh of releif if you do...sure I'd be sad for the kids..and the holidays would be a mess (be fore warned I'd fight to have them on most of them anyway) we don't need you h and that is your own doing, life is easier when your not around. Sundays are much better when your not here.
this is the reality of life married to h...
h turned out to be a dissapointment to me...is not honest...is not dependable...is not trustworthy...gee if that is the message I as an adult carefully trying to consider his work and his right to a life...wonder what message he's sending his kids!
