Nope, NM, I don't want a closure talk - I want a reopening talk. Did I mention I'm a slow learner?
Truth is that hubby has been pushing this along -even with his equivocation- and I have continued to kick and scream. Really I'm looking for crumbs here. I want hubby to say he still feels something for me. I would even be satisfied if he said he was going through with the D but would still think about me now and then...
Intellectually, I know this is sooooooooo lame. Why do I want anything to do with him?
But emotionally, I just really feel like we're not done. Hence the urge to call, with the hope that it might open up lines of conversation - even if it doesn't stop tomorrow's progress.
On another note, I emailed the lawyer yesterday and said that if he expects me to sign anything tomorrow, he should email it to me by 6 today so that I can look it over. I haven't checked yet.
