I think it's OK to let go

[TimeHeals]

Well, I engaged in a round of emails and a phone call, and delaying the divorce is off.

I don't think I'm cut out for the drama. Tired of it. Que sara, sara.

I can't get through a conversation without being told how I feel. If I say anything about it, she denies it.

One of the last things she said to me on the phone was "I just don't think we really like each other".

I guess I could have asked "is that the royal WE?". I could have used the handy, "I'm sorry you feel that way", but instead I fell for it like Charlie Brown trying to kick that football that Lucy is holding for him.

What did I say? "I don't like some things you have done, but there's a difference between not liking something somebody has done and disliking them as a person".

Somebody... need a 2x4. What is it about her that I let myself be stupid sometimes?