LL, Thanks for putting down in words pretty much how I feel too. I can''t seem to let go and trust. I think this is a direct result of how is is acting. Some people would say, "great, he's says ILY, you see him almost everyday, you have great sex, he's a good Father!" It's the other stuff-the way he looks at me, or doesn't look at me, the way he is not in a hurry to see me-all the little things that are too hard to put into words that makes me wonder. Problem is he goes back and forth too much. He'll be moving right along and I think WOW, this is it! He's really back! Then his whole demeanor will change. I don't know about you LL, but I've been doing this dance for 2 yrs now,and I'm getting pretty tired of it. I will hang in there-I think we have a fighting chance (if OW is indeed out of the picture like he says) I told him though-I won't wait forever. I'm up and down all the time too LL, so I totally understand where you are with this. I think we can help each other because our sitch. sound so similar. All I want is to be loved, and to be able to trust my H. Period. Rachael
