So I signed the papers last night. Of course I had to be a moron and open my mouth, she got pissed and said I'll never change. all I do is BLAH BLAH BLAH (lol, she's right), and I wound up showing her the door. Texted stupid comments and then BAM I realized the a$$ I have turned into.
I know everyone told me what to do, everyone told me what NOT to do, and my stupid a$$ did it again.
Sent her an apology this morning for being an a$$hole this morning and I understand why she feels the way she does. Told her to take care.
You know, can you sink any lower than this? I guess on a positive note I realize how much work I have to do to myself to really become a better person and to regain my self control and respect. It's sad and makes me upset, but I have no place but up from now. Just really want to forgive myself and do what's right from here forward.
Anyone else not getting it out there? Because I'm living proof what NOT to do.
