He text me this morning to ask about the baby. I don't think he's ever done that, he's verbally asked maybe 2x, but never asked at 5 AM. I told him the baby was up since 3 AM squirming around. He said he has to stop getting me so upset b/c it isn't good for the little one. He also apologized for the mean things he said, and admitted he had too much to drink last night and said very stupid things.

The things he said are almost unforgivable. He spoke to me in a way you'd speak to someone you hate and called me things I haven't called my worst enemy. He apologized, which is big coming from him, BUT I now know how he feels b/c a drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts.


M:28 H:30
DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10
T-14 | M-8

10/08- Bomb
4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program
3/10- WH moved out.
7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug