Thanks Ali =- I had no idea you follow my thread. I"ve gotten a lot of inspiriation from reading yours!!!
Listen, I am in the Piecing Forum now just to stay here with my friends. I have asked for advice and my friends said it doesn't matter where I post. I"m not staying here because I have any illusions we are still together or are in any way piecing.
I appreciate everyone reminding me to cut him out of my life. Its very hard with a child and I have to see him every few days. But I'm doing awesome at not being around, not talking to him unless it has to do with S.
And, to be honest, I still yearn for the "old R" where it wasn't this terrible all the time, the man I feel in love with who seemed so sweet. So I"m peeling back the layers of my own perceptions to see what is really in front of me, instead of what was or what could be. This is why I vent!
