Quote: Just wish they'd spend a little more time trying to see it from ours
but life is all about them don't you know that?
just feeling crappy...feeling ick...feeling like I don't know what the heck the point of any of this is anymore...feeling like we're drifting...feeling like we're just going through the motions..feeling like if we could just stop we both would and would breath a little esier and say goodbye...but can't and therefore try to make it liveable.
I don't know...just know that I don't feel much better about things then I did before all this happend...only difference is I've become more complaciant about a lot of things and do less "complaining" and "trying" to make things better.
I dunno...just wish I felt better about this m...don't know that I ever did feel right about it and now wonder with this scar, will I ever?
Sure I can rember a time when I thought h and I were a great couple but that was a long long long long long time ago (it had started to drift long before we married)...don't know that we'll ever fully get back there again...think there's too much damage done...to much mistrust..two completely seperate lives and I don't know if we are really growing closer or just learning to leave eachother alone.
ya know it would be nice if that guy who started this thread would return to it...I feel like a squatter
