Long Distance Issues.....Possible WAW

[Dazed&Confused]

Time,

yeah, people are always coming and going. i am trying to find a routine to fall into but with my work schedule, it is my routine. That and I feel alone in my situation. I either have guys that only care about meeting new women out here or guys who talk about nothing buy their spouse. And to top it off, I get to watch people getting excited about going home on their breaks. I look forward to seeing my kids, but I am scared to go home.....

I try not fall victim to my wandering mind, but it's hard. Anytime that happens, i stop myself and concentrate on a happy memory with my kids. That does the trick for now. Hopefully I am not sounding too bad. I am really trying to keep a positive attitude, and I am doing a lot of looking at my peronal issues. I just feel selfish, or maybe its just harder to look at my own issues than it is to worry about my marriage's issues....both are just as scary as the other in my opinion.