keep in mind that I am venting negatives and if I wanted to I could force myself to see little positives...not as much as I'd like but hey what do you expect when your the type of girl who wants to watch hair and sing along but you married a guy who wants to watch football?
see the thing is h and I shared some life goals in common..both wanted to live a nice respectable life...family..home etc...but h is a bit more the strait and narrow...total conservative while I am a bit more..well the type that will go out at midnight to see the rocky horror picture show..like to sing kareokee and dance and meet all kinds of people and not judge first.
that is what makes life tough...
I am willing to go to football games and share h's pleasures but he's not as willing to share mine..
plus there's the issue of my desire for more of another type of pleasure than he is...
maybe if he were more interested in THAT things would be different
