"Last night I had a dream my dad died. I went through the whole thing, my mom collapsing, my kids being sad, arranging for the burial, all the intense feelings that follow a death of a loved one. My dream stopped when we were at the cemetary. We say when we see death it means life for the person we see dying. I hope so...."
Death in a dream.. has very little meaning. Typically it is the "actions" around the "death" that have meaning. Dreams.. relate to a frame of mind. For a long time now you have been centered on the "Work". So.. why would you dream about work?
I know I have not been posting much.. it has just been a crazy time in my life right now. But.. that does not excuse me.
Who are you Mrs. Maria? What makes you important?
Even your dreams make you stand out with what you inferred.
What are your plans? What are your wants? What are your needs?
Why do you need to prove yourself?
"at age 107 he will be free to cheat on me!! LOL"
No.. at that age he should be smart enough to know that is not what you do.
Encourage him "smartly" to want to be there then.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
