You'd better wait for Puppy or Coach or Greek or someone with experience.
The only thing that I know is DO NOT jump back in with both feet right away. I think you did great - Call what off? That is awesome, and so is I'm sorry you feel that way.
Will I ever get to this point? Seems like no, but who knows.
Play this really cool you cucumber. This is an interesting twist. You are one of the first guys I picked-up on this site and it has been really interesting to watch your sitch play out. I may have to go back an reread all of it again, but that would probably take a long time.
