A new beginning to an end

[brenalim]

H called me last night and said he wanted to talk to me and how this is so hard b/c he knows we both love eachother, etc. but (words, words, words). I agreed with him completely and said, "I know and this is why it's time to move on."

I was told to find your thread. It does sound familiar to my sitch. You seem a little further along. How do you get there?

When my H tells me that he loves me and that I'm his best friend... I just want to shake him and ask him why he's letting me go. Why is he throwing away everything we've built together. He says he doesn't know, that he doesn't think he can, he loves me so much thats what makes all of this so confusing... but then he goes on a vacation with his girlfriend.

I want to crawl in a whole and disappear, or i'd like very much to find the peace that you seem to have. How do you do it?