I quess that was/is the hardest part that he didnt ave the nerve to tell me he saw a lawyer and signed papers and to expect that. To have me served at work while he was still living here every day is so cowardly. I just don't get where he is coming from, but I guess I don't need to worry about that anymore.
I actually feel pretty good about everything today. I really think I will be in a better place once all this hard stuff is over, I know there will be some rough days , months ahead. but today I feel good,so I am going to enjoy today.
Is Mother who I am very lose to asked me how I was yesterday, I said fine, that it is just a very confusing time....Did I really make his life soooo miserable that he had to leave in the way he did ? and He would rather live poor than live in his home with his Family that loved him ?
I may never understand the things he has done and the reasons, but this is what he wanted and some day he will look back and see all the mistakes he has made.
Me:43 H:43 T:20 YRS M:15 YRS Bomb: 6/9/08 Bomb#2 7/6/10 Served with papers at work 7/13/10 DD:14, DD:11
