I think that would be a fun trip to go whale watching. The boys and yes, even you, will enjoy doing this. It's something different and it will give all of you something to think about and have fond memories of. It's time to start living again and enjoying life and this is a first step towards that. Go and have fun!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
