Are you two in counselling? This is a must so that she can understand what you feel and you understand how she feels. Right now that's not happening.
She's not going to feel like "filling your cup like crazy" and you shouldn't expect her to. That's a naive way of thinking. It starts with communicating the right way to each other.
The fact that she has apologized and has shown remorse is a huge thing.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
