Seperated But Living Together

[2gthrButApart]

So, still no R, he gave up on the 7 wk program after 2 weeks. We've had many ups and downs. 3/1/10 he moved out. On 3/10/10 I found out I'm pregnant. He wanted me to abort it since we are not together, he wants to get his life together, and feels the baby will be an added burden.

I didn't abort my baby, my 2 Daughters 7 & 9 are excited.

I ended up moving to another state an hour and a half away from "home" b/c the girls started doing really bad in school after DH told them we are getting a D.

WH comes up every weekend to see them. Sleeps in my bed, initiates sex an we have a good time. BUT I saw in his email he's going to see a L on 8/30/10 to discuss filing for D. It felt like a kick in the stomach. He said he HAS to do this so I can stop my crap. Since March I have been begging, pleading, questioning, pursuing you name it, I've done it...... Before he moved out in March I was GAL and detaching, but we were still in the same home, since he's left this all feels so new to me and the pain is so much fresher.

I don't know if I should still have hope or not since he is finally going to file. Our DD's start school 8/30 and he said he'll take them to school but has to be back in our home town by 1:00PM. I played dumb and asked if it's for work ( I know he has the appt with the lawyer that day) and he said "No it's not for work, I have an appt" I just said ok.

Is it a good sign that he won't admit that that's the day he's seeing the L, even though he's told me he's seeing one soon so I can stop my Sh*t?

I'm just so lost and confused. Any advice or should I give up?