Everything is going strong and well. F is on board we have agreed on so many levels our strategy and focus in our relationship.
Today is just hard for me because I am struggling with wondering thoughts and self-worth as to what all he did while we weren't together and if he is back with me just because this or that girl didn't want to be with him. Knowing his record I know that he probably dated and so forth. But the stronger voice in me is yelling to quiet those thoughts and recognize he is here for us and wants me and our blooms in life forever. He admitted that he was denying himself and his real feelings the whole time and was lying when he tried to think that he didn't love me. These are the things I must listen to.
Would be nice for a pat on the back and just a confirmation here on the Forum. Tomorrow is a new day though!
Thank you all!
Me:25 fiance :29 about to be 30 in Sept. together: 7.5 years situation: separated 2.5 months July 15th 2010 happily talking! July 22nd, committed and ready to begin fresh
