point is this that even at best this r is as it always has been only good when it's convenient to h.
I'm sorry but I cannot look at the positives as they were there all along...yes even when h was not living here and outwardly proffesing his love to ow enough to make her leave her h. he was still taking care of the yard and doing dishes.
I will not take responsibilty for the breakdown of this m as there really wasn't much of a m to begin with..the r dies long before marriage if it ever was at all.
I am not happy and only trying to look and search for reasons to think I'm happy with this r. I am not probably never was and never will be.
H well who knows what he wants and honestly at this point I'm about through trying to keep the peace and bite my tounge.
